lovelyday15

What do you call writer’s block that has been self-imposed? It has been one week and I have written nothing – I can’t force any words past my fingertips because I can think of nothing but that and if I write about it then it was real, if I write it, then it happened. It happened. This past week has been spent and wasted trying to forget, futile though that may be, and there have been nightmares and guilt and silence, though I only cried once. People look at me and if they can see it in my face, they never say a word. It is a kind of anger, this emptiness that has manifested itself in my fingers The sadness and guilt has